because my uncle got the all clear! he's free of cancer . or at least free for the next 7 years when it will come back (it's bone cancer so it will keep coming back).

it just means i have my uncle back. and hopefully he won't have to spend next Christmas in bed! and he'll get his hair back and won't be as skinny as me anymore! and i ll be able to see him even if i have a cold .

for those who aren't holy please forgive the next line-

thank you God for giving my uncle another chance.

and about time!


i am actually loving life at the mo...iv some money (not much, but some ) ..i'v got my freedom..i'v got decent friends...and iv a decent degree under my belt ...i think im going to do a masters when i gain more clinical experience..!


heading off to Glasgow/ Edinburgh for a few days to visit my friend who's recovering from an op. and it's about time!


job agency rang randomly 2day offering me an admin temp job in RCSI. said i wouldn't take it though as I want a proper job. would have been on about 12eur an hour tho so kinda regretting that.

got another 4 or so more i have to add to this to update it...got some nice horses, 2 still lives and another face ....still doing my art classes on fridays and producing some nice stuff when i have the patience to work on them and not in a panic to get them alll done in 2 hours..

(nice poem entry!)

An Irish Airman Forsees His Death

I KNOW that I shall meet my fate
Somewhere among the clouds above;
Those that I fight I do not hate,
Those that I guard I do not love;
My county is Kiltartan Cross,
My countrymen Kiltartan's poor,
No likely end could bring them loss
Or leave them happier than before.
Nor law, nor duty bade me fight,
Nor public men, nor cheering crowds,
A lonely impulse of delight
Drove to this tumult in the clouds;
I balanced all, brought all to mind,
The years to come seemed waste of breath,
A waste of breath the years behind
In balance with this life, this death.

William Butler Yeats

am bit bogged down with work and what not...meh missing fencing training..at least i can still make my art classes...yeah had a bit of an altercation with one of my mates over something stupid..couldn't have come at a worse time..am desperately trying to meet all my deadlines, have to have my methodology chapter and results chapter in by the 15th of december..which is like 2 weeks or less..so not in the best frame of mind to deal with it..

ontop of that im getting suddenly getting millions of emails off my supervisor looking for more of my work and my uncle may have cancer...there's somehting wrong with his blood and 5 of his verebrae have collapsed due to osteophorosis...back to the computer shacks tomorrow...